Why should I have to live without an air conditioner?

I really do not understand why I should have to live without an air conditioner.

It just doesn’t seem fair that everything is crumbling all around me.

So far, my life definitely has not worked out the way that I planned for my life to work out, and I regret not having a solid plan. I figured that I would be living the good life right now. However, the career opportunity that I thought was too good to be true turned out to be, and now, I am left with nothing. I have a terrible job, and I can barely afford to pay all of my bills and eat. My car just broke down, and I am borrowing someone else’s car so that I can still work. During the midst of all of this, my central air conditioner stopped working. I know that the central air conditioner is not the biggest problem in my life right now, but the central air conditioner is a constant reminder that my life is a failure. I can clock out of work, and I still have a car to drive. However, when I sit at home for hours alone without a central air conditioner, it is pretty obvious that I have nothing to show for my life. Living without a central air conditioner is terrible. No matter how hot it is, you have no relief if you do not have an air conditioner. My central air conditioner is broken beyond what I can afford, especially since I can’t even afford to buy a window air conditioner at this point. I really don’t understand why my life is so bad. It isn’t fair that I have to live without something as important as an air conditioner.

Geothermal heat pump